Sad/Happy

So sad thinking about tomorrow night when Jacob leaves.  I will miss having this wonderful son around.  What a blessing he has been in my life.  He is such a humble and kind person.  My hero.

So happy thinking about tomorrow night when Jacob leaves.  I am happy that he has found a girl that he loves.  I am happy that she loves him.  I am happy that her family does too.  I am happy that he is about to embark on a new adventure and life.

But still - thinking about him not being here -

a bit of my mother heart is breaking.